Mei posted an update 4 months ago
I must ask forgiveness from everyone for being a bit more sad in this update.
I am quite heavily involved in Tellurian politics and they have recently been weighing quite heavily on my heart. I do not know if it is possible or healthy to continue with them; I am thinking I may begin to withdraw.
I am also feeling much discord between my Tellurian friends and I. They are certainly quite deracinated, and though I love them dearly, I question how healthy it is to be around them.
I speak of racinating my life, but I am coming to a point when that applies to a bit more than clothing and media consumption.
Honored ones, please pray for me, if it does not overburden you to do so.
Of course, we will pray for you. It is no burden at all.
Times of change are difficult, and all we are asked to do is the best we can at the moment. I know that Telluria is more of a battlefield than usual right now. I have made the choice to stay out of it…but I still find myself pulled towards it and sometimes find it hard to avoid temptation.
I pray that you find your Path through all of this.
Thank you for your support.
Even as a brunette I find myself harmed by such turbulence. I had believed I could stand through the storm, but I wonder if it is worth it to do so.
It has corrupted me so far and is not a healthy place to be. As much as I want to help Tellurians, I am not one of them, and they don’t understand the nature of things; it is hard to help one who refuses the remedy.
Rill-san, I believe I may make the same choice as you and attempt to stay out of it. It is painful, but perhaps best.
Thank you for your love and prayers.
I know what a hard decision that is. For myself, I think well maybe there is something, anything that I can say or do. I can not think of anything. I think though that I am doing something in trying to keep pure, and that may be more important that jumping into the fray and trying to be heard above the shouting.
I agree. I feel as though it is far too easy to be swept up and affected by the coarseness of everything, and I feel as though working to purify myself will be more productive than anything else.
It certainly shouldn’t have taken as much time as it did for me to deliberate it all. Withdrawing will be quite a process, so I am writing up a plan, and will begin working through it tomorrow.
Thank you so much for your kind and wise words and prayers Rill-san; it has helped me to straighten things out considerably.